Can I be honest about my business for a second… 
(as I work from bed today after landing in the UK for the first time in 18 months!)
One of the reasons I’ve been able to access relative ease with such consistency is because business IS a path of least resistance to freedom for me…
… because…
… there’s something bigger… that feels oh so much harder for me… where consistency is, quite frankly, a struggle.
It’s so easy for me to write about my business for social media.
But it’s so, so freaking hard for me to write and express myself in the medium my soul has been calling me to for a while now…. songwriting.
It’s so easy for me to get raw and share my pain and my struggles in life and biz, or to celebrate my successes and wins… because I am so unattached to succeeding at it. It feels easy.
But, y’all, I have real F E A R for sucking at songwriting. Namely because I have very little skills in this area. It’s a new adventure for me. Even though my soul has been calling me to it for years now.
I feel so soul-driven to be sharing my story, the real, deep truth of how I feel, through music and I’m so sh*t scared of doing it.
I have created support structures around this calling. I have made progress. Yet it blows my mind how quickly I will bail on myself and my commitments when one little thing doesn’t go perfectly.
The fear of being judged and not being good enough at something that feels like it’s such a part of who I am – even though I never even identified this part of me until I was in my 30s – is so freaking deep and earth shattering.
It’s a craving so real and so true, and yet so disorienting.
But it’s there, and it hurts to not listen to it, when I’m really honest with myself. And the times when I do successfully sit my butt down to honor that calling, it feels so soul nourishing and terrifying all at once.
Sometimes I cannot stop crying.
It’s so uncomfortable to give myself permission to do the thing that makes no sense, but that feels so important for me – to acknowledge and investigate and take action on the desires that never go away.
My business is my comfort zone for doing this.
I’ll happily drop tens of thousands of dollars in working with the mentors that I know will expand me to the identity and embodiment of the next level I’m being called to.
I’ll happily spill my heart in a social media post.
I’ll show up day in, day out, no matter what’s going on in life.
And more and more, I’m leveraging these abilities to do that for my creative expression.
I’m sharing this because I know my business is a divinely aligned vehicle that *requires* I continue to follow my heart and step more and more into alignment with the fullest expression of who I am being called to be.
That’s the wild beauty of being a coach – whoever you are, whatever it is that you’re being called to, you will be required to say yes to all of it in order to succeed in the way that flows, is real, and feels sooooo good without having to force or push.
To me it definitely feels more like a surrender.
When I surrender to my deepest desires, everything unfolds like magic.
And sometimes that involves allowing my soul to shake so deeply I do not know who or where I am.
It’s scary.
And it’s freaking FUN and soul-nourishing and never, ever boring!
Maybe business is that thing for you.
Or maybe your business, as for me, is simply a vehicle to the creative freedom your soul is demanding.
Regardless, if you are ready to start saying YES to your calling and desire in bigger, more thrilling ways – my private mentorship is a super-charged container to hold you while you do that.
Saying yes to your soul is a habit that will unlock the deepest levels of fulfillment, abundance and freedom. In whatever way that looks like to you.
If working together feels like a YES, message me to apply.
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